*sigh* This song is so meaningful... I just ain't sure what I want now...
Tuesday, May 29, 2007
Posted by aNgeL-cuPid at 3:40 PM
The river ain't flowing well. And I'm not doing much. There are lots of rocks and trees blocking the smooth flow. But I'm not moving them away. I did not. Instead, I just stood there looking at it. I don't know will this river flow through those circumtances. I don't know should I turn back or move those blockage away. Do I want to keep paddling? Or am I taking the land? I don't know. I really don't know.
Part of me wants to keep paddling my way through. But part of me wants to take the easy way out. I'm being very indecisive. If I paddled my way through these circumtances, what will I find? Will the weather be sunny? Will the river flow smoothly? Will I reach the waterfall...
But if I took the easy way out, I too ain't sure of what life's gonna throw to me.
You are good. I know you are. But...there are just some things maybe you should understand more. I do want you..but at the same time..I don't want you...
What is love.......
Posted by aNgeL-cuPid at 2:54 PM
Friday, May 25, 2007
Thursday, May 24, 2007
Why are some people such an attention seeker? Wrote everything out in public to tell people. Feels good is it? Showing people how you feel towards your life? Then? Sympathy is all you will get. Cos that's what you want. That's what you seek for. WTH! What goes around comes around!
Posted by aNgeL-cuPid at 11:25 AM
*sigh* Why do we have to sit for exam leh? I so sien wana study now liaw. Already got work. Get salary. Then still want study kok. Sien leh! I thought wana stop right away but all the fees I paid dy leh! How ah? *sigh* I really bo sim wana study liaw lah! But already pay the exam fee. Ma bo pien lor! Me sot sot liaw! Study til sot! *sigh*!!!!!
Posted by aNgeL-cuPid at 10:44 AM
Monday, May 21, 2007
Into his warm loving embrace
I was very glad very happy
It was a very happy fun loving day
But then again
At the same time
Part of me...reluctant...
Could be me thinking too much
Maybe I should just live my life as it is given by God now
Pray for the good and forever
Posted by aNgeL-cuPid at 11:14 AM
Thursday, May 17, 2007
1. Speak to people : There is nothing as nice as a cheerful greeting
2. Smile : It takes 72 muscles to frown, only 14 to smile
3. Call people by name : Everyone is pleased when you remember their name
4. Be friendly & helpful : And others will respond in like manner
5. Speak & act : As if everything you do were a genuine pleasure
6. Be genuinely : Interested in people
7. Be generous : With praise ; cautious with criticism
8. Be considerate : With the feeling of others, it will be appreciated
9. Be thoughtful : Of the opinions of others, there are 3 sides to any controversy ; yours, the other person and the right one?
10. Be willing : To give service, what counts most in life is what we do for others
Posted by aNgeL-cuPid at 11:03 AM
Wednesday, May 16, 2007
Monday, May 14, 2007
Yesterday was Mothers' Day~ A day to thank all mothers in this world for what they had done to give us all the best! Me love me mummy~ But me very bad =( Me don't give me mummy presie. Me didn't go buy. Sowee mummy~ But I promise you I'll buy something for you when I got my pay. *hugs and kisses*
So, how did you guys celebrate your Mothers' Day? As for me, my whole family went to my auntie's house to celebrate with my grandma. We bought a nice fruity cake. Yum yum! My auntie cook a nice meal for all. But sadly, not many went. Only two families were there to celebrate with my grandma. My grandma is sOo cute! She saw a cake and thought it's her birthday. Haha! She was asking why no one remembers her birthday. Hehehe =)
Oki! I know I know. I talk a lot. Let you guys see some pics la. Hehe =)
Sunday, May 13, 2007
I chose my own path
Filled with trees and bushes
Many walked by
Many walked away
Some stay a minute to look
I kept walking and walking straight
I don't know where this road will bring me to
And when will I stop walking
Only God knows
Saturday, May 12, 2007
I walked alone in the glass forest
Seeing only my own reflection
Days and nights I wonder to myself
Will there ever be someone for me
I turned around and saw your shadow
You were standing there smiling at me
Was it luck or was it fate
For me to meet someone so perfect
When you took the wrong path
You sang to me asking for forgiveness
You touched my heart with only words
Not knowing that I'd fallen for you
You showered me with love and care
Make me love you more each day
I need neither diamonds nor pearls
All I want is to be with you
I pray hard for this to not end
Our happy days, our starry nights
I cherished each and every moment with you
For you, I'll always be there
Walking out of the glass forest
Hand in hand, side by side
I saw not my own mask
What I now see is the reflection of love
*sigh* Found this poem somewhere...It used to be so meaningful...But now...Moments are left memories...
Friday, May 11, 2007
Hehe =) I'm just so bored at office. Got nothing to do. Big boss not around. "Liak chua" bit bit. Hehehe =D But don't know what to write ler.. Feels like I haven't been blogging for quite few days oh~ Mm...Lately I found myself attracted to something. A place. A person. A thing. Hahaz! Don't know what I'm saying. No one knows. Hehe =) The question is: Should I or should I not?
Wednesday, May 9, 2007
It's turning out just another day
I took a shower and I went on my way
I stopped there as usual
had a coffee and pie
when i turned to leave
i couldn't believe my eyes
standing there i didn't know what to say
without one touch
we stood there face to face
(And) i was dying indside to hold you
i couldn't believe what i felt for you
dying inside i was dying inside
but i couldn't bring myself to touch you
you said hello then u asked my name
i didn't know if i should go all the way
inside i felt my life have really changed
i knew that it would never be the same
standing there i didn't know what to say
first time looked away when i whispered your name
one hello changed my life
i didn't believe in love at first sight
but you've shown me what is life
and I now i know my love (i know it's coming right)
Posted by aNgeL-cuPid at 11:32 AM
Tuesday, May 8, 2007
It's easy to say "let it go"
But can we really do it?
We often tell people that we'd let it go
But did we?
If we did, why do we still keep thinking about it
We deny that we still think about it
Then why do we still write about it
Turn it around, we often tell people to let it go
But what about ourselves?
Words are really easy to say
Words are just words
If we did not put it into actions
Action is not an easy task
Posted by aNgeL-cuPid at 2:03 PM
Sunday, May 6, 2007
Finally!!! I got my new hp!!! Hehe =D SoOoO happy and satisfied with it.
Yesterday I had class for Paper6 from 2 til 5. After class I went to pick my cousin, Chee and head to Saberkas. First, we went to Ngiukee cos Chee wana buy tissue. Her nose leaking. Hahaz! But we saw sOo many people at the counter. Ngiukee sales ma. So instead we went to Guardian Pharmacy lor. She bought a pack of tissue with 4packets inside and I bought myself the Nivea Lip Care Essential. My ol' one finish dy. I was so hungry when came out from class. So we went to buy waffle to eat. I thought the time still long so we kinda enjoy our time first. I went to computer shop to ask about reformating price. RM45 (-_-) But well, that's very good dy la. Cos they include back-up. So I'll send my comp over this Thursday.
Then, we went to buy hp. I went to this Hotlink shop where I know the hp they sell are cheaper than others. Last week I asked, the people sell Nokia 5300 for RM650. But yesterday I went to see, the people said the price went up. It's now RM690 for AP set and RM700 for original set. Haiz... Then Chee said why not we see other shop? Who knows theirs didn't raise? So I thought Ok lor.
We walked to many shops. Some priced it high and some priced it low. But few wants my phone. I mean my Nokia 6610. I wana trade it in.
Then at last, we went to this Digi shop next to the Hotlink one to ask. The girl said she will take in my phone for rm90-110. So I let her check lo. They checked so long! I was kinda in a hurry to pick my bro from tuition. Then finally ok liaw. She offered me RM110 and sell me the Nokia 5300 for RM670. So deal closed!
Have a look at my new Nokia 5300 =D
And there's the lighting when it's slided up..
That's the back of it. NOKIA 5300 Xpress Music is written on top. The camera is 1.3 megapixel. Not bad. Quite clear.
Posted by aNgeL-cuPid at 2:51 PM
Saturday, May 5, 2007
Today is the day~ hehe =) Gonna go Saberkas this noon and get my new hp. Hiakz! But before that, surely gotta say goodbye to my ol' Nokia 6610 first. It has been with me for 3years? I think so. hehe.. I still remember I got this phone as a gift from my parents when I first got top in class in Form4. Hahaz! I chose this phone for one reason last time. Well, that person should know. Anyway, it's nice to use. What I like most is the radio. Did entertained me few times. Hiakz! Ok. Enough of words. Here's the pic~
Just a view of the side =)And that's my wallpaper. It's pink with the word "Angel". Hehe =)
That's all. Buh-bye my darling~
Posted by aNgeL-cuPid at 10:19 AM
Funny how some people can just say words without thinking. They can say you're doing something whereby they're the one who's doing it.
Said that some people will come into your life only when they know you're lonely and in need. Asked to be careful. What about yourself?
I saw and I read...
Posted by aNgeL-cuPid at 9:05 AM
Wednesday, May 2, 2007
It's funny how people always judge by the outlook...
You show them happy pictures of the past...They come messaging you saying they can see you're doing fine...
Is there anyone out there who can really see when someone's hurt?
Is there anyone out there who doesn't judge a single thing?
It's sad that everyone in this world judge you by just one look.
Just one look.
Just by one judgement and one look...One can be hurt forever...
Only God knows...
Posted by aNgeL-cuPid at 1:20 PM
Tuesday, May 1, 2007
Yesterday after work I went shopping with mummy and bro at Satok. Mummy said wana bring me go SOS see if there's any shoes that fit my taste.
At SOS (",) look right (.") look left.....
NO BOOTS!!! argh! stupid SOS! So sad u know.. I continued to look around...Saw few pumps...Patent pumps... *not bad aye* I think... mm...maybe going for pumps isn't that bad...I made a few turning round & round the shop (the people must have think I'm crazy)...But in the end walked out with empty hand. Haha!
Then my mum asked if I wana go Wisma Satok and see shoes. I said ok and we went lor. It's been SoOoOo long since I last went to Satok. It's so different! I didn't know Satok now sell so many kinds of stuff. Shoes, bags, clothes, foods.....AhHh! Just so different!
Anyway, we went to all shoes shop. First shop, again, no boots. But there's a pair of brown pumps that caught my eye. So I went to look at it. It's RM35.90. Not bad I thought. Asked my mum's opinion. She said it's just the first shop, why not check out others first? She's right I might regret later. So we walked from one to another. Didn't see any shoes I like. Not even a single pair of nice boots!
Then my mum said there's a shop selling shoes for only RM9.90. The price did caught my attention. So we went searching for that very shop. Found it! Went in...looked around... *bling!* It's like something suddenly shine. It's a pair of black pumps. NICE!!! The nicest pumps I saw today! Picked it up and turned around to look at the price. RM99.00! -_-"' I laugh immediately. Hahaha! But! The salesgirl said it's having 50% discount now, which means it's RM49.50. Quite cheap for such nice pumps. It's Santa Barbara's btw. So surely I want to try on la. Asked for the size. The pumps on display was size 37. The salesgirl said they have size 39. And my feet size is 38! In between! So I thought maybe trying on size 39 wouldn't be that bad. I tried. Results? Too loose. So then I took the size 37 and tried again. Results? Too tight! Argh!
Reluctantly left the shop...That pair of nice pumps =( There's another shoes shop beside the previous one. Went in also. Finally saw boots! Haha! Asked for the size again. Size 39 is the biggest they have. And it's tight! Tell you girls something about boots. You can only wear size larger than what you're wearing. For example, my feet's size 38 but I'm wearing boots size 40. It's due to the way you gotta stuff your feet in and take it out later. That's why you always need bigger boots. Hehe =)
So, after shopping at Satok, was so exhausted. Went home empty handed again. Haiz... Well, there's one thing I found out about myself. Thanks to Joanne though. She encouraged me to wear pumps. And I'm finding myself falling for pumps. Hehe =) Thanks Jo~ Might be going to Vincci some time..
Posted by aNgeL-cuPid at 3:29 PM
|You're a Romantic Kisser|
For you, kissing is all about feeling the romance
You love to kiss under the stars or by the sea
The perfect kiss involves the perfect mood
It's pretty common for kisses to sweep you off your feet
Posted by aNgeL-cuPid at 1:21 PM
|This Is My Life, Rated|
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Posted by aNgeL-cuPid at 10:25 AM
For all you people who say, "I love you" when you have no clue.... what love is exactly!!! Something to ponder upon...
Are your palms sweaty, is your heart racing and is your voice caught within your chest?? -It isn't love, it's LIKE.
You can't keep your eyes or hands off of her, am I right?? -It isn't love, it's LUST.
Are you proud, and eager to show her off?? -It isn't love, it's LUCK.
Do you want her because you know she's there?? -It isn't love, it's LONELINESS.
Are you with her because it's what everyone wants?? -It isn't love, it’s LOYALTY.
Are you with her because she kissed you, or held your hand? -It isn't love, it's LOW CONFIDENCE.
Do you stay for her confessions of love, because you don't want to hurt her? -It isn't love, it's PITY.
Do you belong to her because the sight of her makes your heart skip a beat?? -It isn't love, it's INFATUATION.
Do you pardon her faults because you care about her? -It isn't love, it's FRIENDSHIP.
Do you tell her every day she is the only one you think of? -It isn't love, it's a LIE.
Are you willing to give up all of your favorite things for her sake? -It isn't love, it's CHARITY.
Does your heart ache and break when she's sad? -Then it's LOVE.
Do you cry for her pain, even when she's strong? -Then it's LOVE.
Do her eyes see your true heart, and touch your soul so deeply it hurts? -Then it's LOVE.
Do you stay because a blinding, incomprehensible mix of pain and relation pulls you close and holds you to her? -Then it's LOVE.
Do you accept her faults because it's a part of who she is? -Then it's LOVE.
Are you attracted to others, but stay with her faithfully without regret?? -Then it's LOVE.
Would you give her your heart, your life, your death?? -Then it's LOVE.
Now, if love is painful, and tortures us so, why do we love? Why is it all we search for in life? This pain, this agony? Why is it all we long for? This torture, this powerful death of self? Why? The answer is so simple cause it's...LOVE. It is such an addictive thing that even people who are not having it wish to experience it and share it with others as well. Pass this to all your friends so they don't make the same mistake with their LOVE LIVES!! Love hurts our feeling, but it's also the reason our soul heal.
Posted by aNgeL-cuPid at 9:52 AM