How....

The river ain't flowing well. And I'm not doing much. There are lots of rocks and trees blocking the smooth flow. But I'm not moving them away. I did not. Instead, I just stood there looking at it. I don't know will this river flow through those circumtances. I don't know should I turn back or move those blockage away. Do I want to keep paddling? Or am I taking the land? I don't know. I really don't know.

Part of me wants to keep paddling my way through. But part of me wants to take the easy way out. I'm being very indecisive. If I paddled my way through these circumtances, what will I find? Will the weather be sunny? Will the river flow smoothly? Will I reach the waterfall...

But if I took the easy way out, I too ain't sure of what life's gonna throw to me.

You are good. I know you are. But...there are just some things maybe you should understand more. I do want you..but at the same time..I don't want you...

What is love.......

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