Message In A Bottle

Baby you know I love you~ TONS OF HUGS & KISSES FOR MY BABY LOVE~!~!~!

Oops before I forgot! I've been doing farming too!!!!!!!! In Farm Town lah. Hahahaha!!! So nice to play ok. I've got 6cows, 5chicks, 2dogs, 2sheeps, 1pig and 1horse. Kakakakaka!!!!! And I'm planting rices, wheats, strawberries, grapes, potatoes, tomatoes and sunflowers~ I've got tons of trees too!!! People~~~ Send me more trees in Farm Town pleaseeeee~~ Muah~

SIGH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Super duper hyper BORED AT HOME!!!!!!!!!!!! What have I been doing for 2 jobless days at home? Hehe =D Yesterday morning woke up at 8am. Muahahaha! Super early! Just to go meet my beloved granduncle Mr Kuang. Hehe =) Chit chit chat chat. Then 11am went to meet someone. Then after that went back to my old old old school St Teresa. Aiseh! It'd been 3years! And I baru go back take my SPM cert. Hahaha! Heartless me! The smell of my old school~~~ Then after that went back to find Ms Chan and my uncle F.Lei again. Talked through some stuff. Uncle knows best! =D Then went to see someone again. Walked to Guardian after that to buy some monthly stuff. Oh you know~ Hahaz~! Then I got no place to go to. Yet to take my lunch. So headed over to aunty's house to loiter. Took my lunch there. Waited til mum came over. Watched movie. Then come home by 4.30pm. And what do I do at home? Online and online and online. Til I forgot my movie at 10pm!!! Eh I gotta run. ...

Some people just can't be trusted... Some people wants them to be trusted... Some people can be so naive... Some people can be so mean... Some people always betrays... Some people will be haunted by their own past... Some people only seek for themselves... Some people bullies... Some people went speechless... Some people talks and talks and talks non-stop... Some people wants authority... Some people means nothing to you... Some people can mean the world to someone... Some people never foresee the long term run... Some people act by their emotions... Some people can be so stubborn... Some people always back-stabs... Some people have two faces... Some people only cares for their money... Some people thinks they're so good... Some people can be so fake... Some people just remains to be some people... Some people...

Got a sudden announcement this noon. To all of you who knows, you know. To those who doesn't, I'll get the time to tell =) I'm officially back at being myself in the independant world of my own. Will be getting some time to calm my mind while enjoy myself to the fullest. I'll be soaring the skies~ I wish... Til then~ aNgeL

Sigh...sometimes I really don't know what to do with life. What do we live for? Why learn? Why work? Why this why that? Oh fuck off! I don't need you to tell me what to do with my life! I'm sick of hearing nags. I'm done with my job. I don't need you to order me. I don't want to do that. I want to speak what I want. I want to get out of this life. Any idea how? Damn shit! I have been stress free for days and weeks. But the heck it returned! I'm suppose to be the angel with the angel. Not the whoever shit it is. No wait. I'm not angel I'm no saint. I'm just a damn fucking human being who live her life for no reason and who fuckingly wishes she could get out of life now. Blardy hell! It hurts to see. It hurts to read. It hurts to hear. Oh my darn! It just hurt so much to get hurt. Fucking days! Can I foresee my future? Can I know who or where or how I am going to be? Will I still be me? Will I still be here? Will I be who I want to be? What the fuc...

Staring deep into the mirror Trying to look for an answer To where my problem is And to what life is about Looking at birds soaring up high Wishing that someday, I could fly To a place where I belong To a place I call my own Dipping marshmallows into chocolate fondue Yet tasting the bitter of life Craving for fun and love Awaiting like a lonely dove No more laying on comfort beds No more welcome by open doors Still seeing shadows of my own Still dreaming of the love that's gone Yours truly, Perpetua Angeline p/s: This poem meant nothing please.

Before I forget (I know I'd forgotten. My bad) ... This is what I got for baby for his birthday~ Overall splurge for his lovely birthday....Hmm....RM250 if I'm not mistaken. Heee~ Muah~

I got this in the newspaper. Just wana share around =) There's 3 matters in the world. 1 is own matter. 2 is other people's matter. 3 is nature's matter. Now, why do people get stress? Firstly because they don't care about their own matter. Then they want to know about other people's matter. And lastly they worry about nature's matter. So if you want to live around happily. Care about your own matter. Ignore other people's matter. And never worry about nature's matter. Agree? =)

Last Wed was baby's birthday. I kidnapped him to a place called Star Chef. Haha! This place was recommended by Sharon. Not bad lah. =) Nice sign board inside. When we reached, there was around 10 to 15 people in there. Then more and more came. Whew~ Then again~ Camera's on! Hehe =D Oh I so love wine~~~ How I wish I can have my hands on them! Urgh! The interior is just simple. Simple and nice =) We sat on cushion seats. I like the cheerful color of orange and yellow. Jeng jeng jeng!!! I curi-curi took his pics when he's there busy taking pics of the place. Haha! I love this pic much! Baby looks so cute!!! See see! It's as though he's doing promo for the place. Haha~ Checking on photos baby? =) Oops! He caught me in action. Blek! Baby ordered fresh lime sour plum while I had Ribena Sprite. For the first time ever! Baby actually ordered mixed grill! What a surprise! Haha! It's always me who's there to try out different stuff and he's alwa...

Next up~ ...... See that model? Hehe =D It's his birthday =) Love you much~

Wana see how many presents I got for my birthday??? Kekeke =D .......................................................................................................... ............................................................................................. .................................................................................. ...................................................................... .......................................................... ............................................. .................................. ....................... ............... XD =D =) DO NOT STEAL!!!!! Hahahahaha!!! This Clinique set is from Chee and Siang. I luuuuuuuuuurrveee this one~~ Thank you~~ This lipgloss and mascara is from Nong E. Thanks E~ Thalgo Cleansing Gel from my lovely colleagues~ Thanks guys~ Thalgo Hydration set from my papa~ Thanks~ A cd from Nian Han. I don't know who is this guy but will listen anyway. Tha...