Message In A Bottle

I was reading this post from Inc.com and somehow it got me reflect my own past. About 2 years ago, something huge happened to my life. Well it's not that huge because it's a lie and fake story after all. But it did impact me very hard. I was reluctant to tell people around me cos I won't want people to judge and start spreading news that I was crazy and etcetera. So I only told the whole story to friends who are closed and involved during that period of magical dreamy story. I'm not sure if I am already healed and let go off that story. I was pissed off when I realised it was a total lie. I mean, how can someone drafted a story so well and made me believe in it through my heart and soul and in the end, crash and burn just like that. Gone and poof with the wind! I started avoiding people. Friends, acquaintances, colleagues and families. I was ashamed and embarrassed by my own action. I didn't want to meet people. I was mad and somehow scared to bump into that p...

Mask. Something that we wear everyday. To conceal the personalities we choose to keep within. No matter who you are or who you think you are, there will always be personalities that you keep to only yourself. Or to conceal from certain people. How often do you reveal your true self to people? How much do you know about your true self? You may walk around with a smile, but are you truly happy? You may go around showing anger, but are you really that mad? Do you really know who is your true self? You may and you may not. It is a very subjective question. Sitting at a cafe in the mall. Watching and observing people around. Promoters busy promoting. Cashiers busy counting money. Assistants busy packing goods. Parents busy feeding their kids. Children running around. Security guards standing and watching. Baristas busy pouring coffees. Everyone is busy. Everyone is occupied. Everyone, is concealing what's really happening behind in their life.  It is only when the door is c...

Dream house dream car, Imaginary world brought too far, Plans and promises too many, Making life so dreamy Within times within hopes, Beyond expectations and changes, Fingers cross praying hard, Hoping we'll never be apart A twist, a turn, Everything crash and burn, Unable to stop, unable to reverse, Unable to undo the King of Universe Reality came too soon, Heart aches tears break, Wishing upon stars and moon, That you will still come back The question unasked, The answer unsaid, Until the day we meet again, I will love you til no end Yours truly Perpetua Angeline 叶子的离开，是风的请求，还是树的不挽留。。。

Last post for year 2012. Celebrated my new year's eve with Tony and Hin. Brought them for dinner and around town. Ended up at Porkies =)  Guinness. Declaring this as my all-time favourite liquor. Simple yet delicious~ Keep them tasty keep them clean. Many things happened in year 2012. Learnt alot. Especially from quitting my job at Lim & Teo to joining 100yen. Jumping from one relationship to another. It had been a heartache. Hearts broken, tears wasted, lesson learnt. We fall we get back up. We got lost we seek our way out. We learn we grow we know what to do next. We all became wiser as time pass. Things changed. People changed environment changed. We adapt to the changes around us. I've always live without regrets because regrets bring nothing out of me. Appreciate your past because without them you will never be where you are today. Be it bad or good. Say thank you God. Happy New Year~

So much to say Yet words can't describe The way I felt About your words last night It was only a cookie jar That was baked from far It was only a Starbucks drink That created the link It's been a roller coaster weekend Funny scary yet adventurous The insanity that I found sane The happiness that is mysterious Who is this man That God sent Where is this path leading If I'm still doubting Wishing upon the many stars To shine on us as we depart Hand in hand, heart by heart Til the day God draw us apart Yours truly Perpetua Angeline 叶子的离开，是风的请求，还是树的不挽留。。。

Hello Mr Pastry Chef! So I heard you've read my previous message eh. I hope you do get this one soon. Will only keep this open until you leave. Anyway, I'll go straight to the main point first. Your sis wants you to bake while you're here. Cos the cookie jars at home had been emptied and she misses your cookies and bread alot. She mention about some sour bread thing? I've no idea what's that and am in a hurry to scroll back our long conversation.  So can you please just bake some? Then I can try as well when she brings to work =D hehe....another matter. Why are you so shy? Haha! You know how to get to me. And I'm stuck here with not even knowing how you look like. Any chance for meet up while you're back? Alright I gotta go now. Early morning rush. Just drop me a comment or email ok? See ya! =) P/s: That other message was for my best friend =)

Behold! This is gonna be a post all about the random food I had in year 2012. Not alot but still. Enjoy the photos. Won't crap alot cos photos speak for themselves. Hehe =D Start scrolling to ease your appetite =P  Dated 1st September 2012. Bing's ice blended chocolate. I remember this one was an afternoon tea with cousin Chee and we both ordered the same drink. It's been awhile since we hangout. Some day soon my dear? Cheers~ Dated 27th September 2012. A gift from Dennis all the way from Japan. Thank you love~ Mom love it much =) Dated 3rd October 2012. Oh the crispy pork noodles at Stutong area. Somewhere behind Public Bank. Can't remember the name. Was there for supper with Martin and Fabian. Miss those times I spent at their shop almost everyday. Hehe Dated 5th October 2012. This one looks familiar. Can't really remember though. It's confirmed pork ribs. Not Howdy's not Porkies. But where??? Dated 24th October 2012. Those were the d...