Faults...

I learned something tonight...

Words can't be said too earlier...

How do you feel when what you'd planned so hard turned out to be something else at the last minute?

It hurts. I almost gave up. But he revived. Reluctantly I agreed.

My thoughts: Why do I have to make it so hard for him? He's not doing any faults. It's me who put hopes too high. Wanting things to be perfect. Wanting things my way. Naive.

My answer: The choice is his.

My feelings: Aching inside but at the same time happy that he's willing to dine with me.

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